January 2011
Daft Punk - One More Time
Gonna celebrate…
December 2010
Oh gosh. Black Ops anyone?
What the fuck is this bullshit?
I’m never opening my mouth again.
Silent Steven. //
I am not deserving of any of this. D:
Hmph…. don’t we all?
but really, I have no clue.
So I realize many of my ‘friends’ are having parties and such, and I’m never invited… I always ask.
Kinda makes me feel, you know, incompetent. I don’t know how to put it into words… I will forever wish to be the perfect person to fit everyone’s needs, but right now I can’t even fulfill my own…
Bleh, non-sense… everything happens for a reason. Maybe I just wasn’t meant to be social and optimistic.
So I’ve realized, a lot of my friends are religious. I’m totally cool with that and all, but at times I feel like I’m missing out on everything they get to do. Things like pre-con and such, but I was recently reminded….
In 6th grade, I went to the Philippines for the first time since I was born. There I was both baptized and confirmed.
I don’t know how much that means but I’m curious to whether or not I am allowed to participate in such activities such as pre-confirmation and such.
It’s just a burden on my shoulders… I need to lose it.
And don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against anyone, but I really think the source of my negativity is a lack of involvement in many of the things that are available to me.
- Steven
I think of dreams as the only true times you experience heaven. Your soul escapes your body for some time to see what God has for you to see. It’s so nice and soothing in a dream… it’s like all your troubles are just pushed away. The reason why waking from a dream is all so sudden is because your soul is immediately sent back before your body is able to function.
Just how I feel about dreams.
how splendid!
I all of a sudden had the need to be more optimistic and talk to everyone I could :D
how splendid!
I all of a sudden had the need to be more optimistic and talk to everyone I could :D
I remember, having a reason to stay up all night.
Smiling hopelessly into the darkness as I thought about us…
but in all honesty, I really want to know what love feels like. It seems that it’s eluded me far too many times… I can’t say I know what it is. I just know I’ve had really strong feelings for some people in my life.